Monthly Archives: October 2013

Fantasy vs Reality


What is Fantasy?  According to Google it is “the faculty or activity of imagining things esp. things that are impossible or improbable.”  So when people have fantasies they don’t necessarily think they are going to come true.  When people have sexual fantasies they are usually nice things to think about while you search for some kind of private release.

What is Reality?  For me, reality is the things that are actually going on around us.

So lets apply these ideas to a BDSM relationship.  The reality of a healthy relationship is based on trust and openness.  There is a lot of talking about what the sub wants and needs, and what the Dom wants and needs.  What the sub and Dom are willing to do and what they would not be willing to do.  What one’s hard lines are and what their soft lines are.  They are a beautiful partnership about fulfilling the needs of the other.  This type of relationship comes in many forms and will look different for each couple as they find what is best for them.

Fantasies in these relationships will usually look different than the reality.  While playing out a fantasy it will usually seem as if the Dom is only serving their own needs.  To an outsider it may even seem as if the Dom is abusing or hurting the sub, when in fact they are giving the sub everything he or she really desires.

The use of safe words help keep the fantasy alive.  The sub can be screaming “no please stop” and really be meaning “Harder Master, you missed a spot!”

Now you may be wondering why I am ranting or rather rambling about BDSM fantasy.  The simple answer is that my fiction, and other fiction like it, is another way for Doms and subs to explore our darker fantasies. For some it is a way of exploring fantasies are so dark that they are hard to bring to play time for safety reasons.  Others, like myself, don’t yet have a partner to explore their fantasies with, so writing or reading fiction like mine helps to give us some outlet for these desires.

I’ve been told a few times that my stories do not describe a healthy BDSM relationship.  That some or more of the characters are abusive, and even rapists, they are manipulative and cruel.  To those of you who think this, I 100% agree.  But my stories are not supposed to be the reflections of the reality, they are meant to reflect the fantasy, the play time.

I know this has been a ramble, and I am going to warn you guys, I think most of my non story posts will be.  But I hope this helps with some of the confusion and gives everyone an insight on where my stories come from and why they are the way they are.

Comments and Discussions are always welcome!

New Update


So I haven’t figured out how to make a chapter NOT take over the whole front page if I post it as a post.  So new plan, I will be be just posting them as pages and write a post that tells you when I new chapter is up.

That being said I will be updating both The Smell of Submission and Quidditch Lesson in a few moments!  Expect another couple of updates to Quidditch Lesson in the near future as I am working on writing the last chapter now, and the second to last chapter is being on hold till my beta has time to read it.

In other news I have decided to pause the Quidditch Lesson series once the first book is done.  I have so many projects right now that something had to give, and between books seems like the best place to pause something.

I feel so bad that Blind Nymph and Face of War have both been on pause for over a month simply because my muse is a pervert…  For those of you who are fans, do not worry they are still being worked on, just slowly.

Chapter 57: Game Five: Hufflepuff vs Slytherin


Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Warning: The following chapters contain graphic sexual content and general smuttiness

Rating: MA

Chapter 57: Game Five: Hufflepuff vs Slytherin

“Why are we even watching this game?”  Ron asked with a bit of a pout.

“If Hufflepuff wins Ravenclaw has a chance as the Quidditch Cup.”  Luna told him simply as people piled into the stands around them.

“You would have to beat Gryffindor as well you realize.”  he tease and Luna smiled up at him.

“Maybe I plan on distracting your Keeper?”  She offered as she teased him back.

“Not if I distract the Ravenclaw Keeper first.”  he said and pulled her small frame into his lap so he could more easily kiss her.  If he was going have to watch the Hufflepuffs get slaughtered by Slytherin than he would at least get something good out of it.

Luna laughed and kissed him back as the teams flew into the pitch and the game soon began.

As Draco entered the pitch with the rest of the team he looked around to see if he could spot his pet.  When he found her in the lap of the red headed git, it took much of his will not to fly over and pummel the other boy the muggle way.

He took a deep place once the game began and tried to focus on finding the snitch.  His focus only lasted so long and he found himself looking back to the couple as they made out again and again.

Before he knew it Slytherin was up by more than a hundred and he still had not found the snitch.  He needed to focus, the sooner he could end this stupid game the sooner he could punish his pet’s ass raw for even being near her boyfriend.

He glanced over one last time before he set himself to search for the snitch when he noticed the bastard’s hand on her breast.  Those breasts did not belong to Weasley!  Those breasts were his!

It was in that moment of distraction that a flick of gold caught his eye.  He turned to go charging for it but found that the Hufflepuff Seeker was already on his way.  If something didn’t happen the other Seeker would get there before Draco and there was nothing he could do to stop it.

When the deafening cheers went up from Hufflepuff as they won their first match of the year Draco almost tore his hair out.  This was all Weasley’s fault!  If the that stupid blood traitor had not been touching what didn’t belong to him Draco would have been so distracted.

Draco landed and stalked out of the pitch with the rest of his team.  “What happened?”  Blaise asked and sounded angry.

“Stupid… git… touching… mine.”  Draco grumbled unable to form full sentences.

His teammates gave him some distance after that as the realized the depth of his anger at the moment.  He thought about sending for his pet so she could pay for her crimes for the rest of the night, but decided it could actually be dangerous for her as the target of his anger.  He would punish her another way, and very soon.

He still needed to let off some steam though so when he saw Tracey sitting in the common room with her friends he grabbed her hand.  “Why don’t we go talk about our future.”  He said as he pulled her to her feet.

She looked around for a moment as if trying to gauge what was going on, then just smiled at him.  “I would like that.”  She said then let him lead her up to his dorm.

Once they were alone he locked and silenced the door before turning back to her.  “Would you like the power that comes with being my girlfriend?”  he asked bluntly.

“Why do you think I have been trying to get your attention.”  She responded just as plainly.

“Fine, then get on your knees and put your mouth to good use.”  he said and motioned to the floor in front of him.

She licked her lips and knelt down before looking up at him with her hands resting on his belt buckle.  “I do this and we are dating?”  She asks to confirm what she will get out of the act.

Draco grabbed the back of her scalp and turned her head up to look down into her eyes.  “You last the night and then we are dating.”  he countered before letting go.

She smiled and went right to work on releasing him from the confines of his quidditch gear.  He didn’t help in the least, he only watched and got more and more irritated that it was taking her so long to get to the part he wanted.

When she finally had him released from the bottom half of his clothing, she licked the tip of his flaccid member.  She nibbled and sucked at his skin as she waited for him to respond to her attention.

Draco closed his eyes and started to think about his pet’s mouth on him instead of the girl kneeling at his feet.  He grew hard at her attention, then felt her lips wrap around his head as her tongue brushed against the tip.

His hand moved back into his hair, but he made no move to hinder her actions in any way.  When she took him in much deeper than his pet had been able to he smiled.  “You’ve had a lot of practice at this.”  he moaned softly.

She moaned around him in response, which only made the experience better.  “If you keep this up you may be Mrs Malfoy some day.”  he said then let out a slow groan before pulling her off his cock.

She smiled and licked her lips as she looked back up to him.  “Oh I can do better than that.”  She said with a smile as she moves back to try and take him into her mouth once again.  He held her hair tight to keep her still.

“If that is what you really want, you will have to learn that I am in control.  Do you understand?”  he asked as he let go of her hair and pushed her back away from him.

She sat back on her legs and looked up at him.  She smiled up at him and licked her lips.  “I don’t think that is what you really want.”  She said as she got to her feet, and looked him in the eyes.  “If that was what you wanted wouldn’t you be dating that little Ravenclaw slut you like to play with?”  She asked as she pushed him back towards the bed.

Draco caught her wrist as she touched him and swung them around.  “Is that what you think?”  he asked with a smirk on his lips.  If it was any other day he would have thrown her out now just to teach her a lesson, but he needed release and he could not go to it pet for it.  “Well maybe I should get a few things straight.”  He added and he pushed her hard so she fell back onto the bed and moved over her a moment later.

She laughed and wrapped her legs around him as she looked into his eyes.  “What is that?”  She asked playfully.

He smiled down at her as he slid his hands up her arms before pinning her wrists above her head.  “You will never refer to my pet as a slut, ever again.  Do you understand?”  he asked and squeezed her wrists.  Tracey whimpered and looked up into Draco eyes before nodding her head.

“You will keep your hands above your head while I fuck you raw.”  he told her as let go of her wrists.  “If you don’t like it, than you can go at any time, but if you do, I will never touch you again.  Do you understand?”  He asked as his hands trailed down her form.

“Yes.”  She gasped as she looked up into his eyes.

“Good girl.”  He said with a smirk before he pushed her skirt up her legs to find her knickers.  When he saw the black lace that covered her blond curls he chuckled to himself and shook his head.  He slipped them down her legs slowly them tossed them over his shoulder towards Crabbe and Goyle’s part of the room.

Draco reached down and slipped two fingers into her body easily.  She purred and moaned under him, but he could tell it was an act.  At the moment he didn’t really care, his pleasure was all that mattered, and more importantly his release.

He thrust himself into her in own smooth stroke making ehr let out a gasp as she wasn’t quite ready for his girth.  “Draco!”  She moaned prettily under him.  He shifted her hips up so he could get the best angle into her before he started to thrust at a rapid pace.

Tracey leaned up to try and capture his lips into a kiss but he just pushed her shoulder back down.  “I don’t kiss on the first date.”  he groaned and enjoyed the confusion that lit her eyes.

He took her rapidly and with no regard to her pleasure.  He liked to make women come most of the time.  But at the moment all he wanted to do was rut the image, of Weasley so openingly touching what should belong to him alone, out of his head.

When he closed his eyes the image came back to his head and he started to thrust into Tracey harder, more in anger than his lust.

“Draco!”  She gasped under him, and he could hear that she was enjoying herself after all.  “Don’t stop!  Harder!”  She screamed and he smirked as opened his eyes to watch her breasts bounce under him.

She had many more curves that his little pet, and he could deny her body was appealing.  It was just the fact that she knew exactly how pretty she was and she used it to her advantage in every situation that bored Draco.

As her body tightened around him, he cleared his throat and tried to hold onto control.  He would keep this one for a while, at least until he decided Ron was in love with his pet.  After that he would have to opening date her for a while so he could truly rub it into Weasley’s face.

When he finally let himself find release inside of her he looked down into her eyes and smiled.   “I think I will be keeping you around for a while at least.” He told her before he pulled out.  “You can go.”

Side Chapter: Perks


Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Author’s Note: This chapter takes place during Chapter 12 of The Smell of Submission

Warning: The following chapter contains graphic sexual content and general smuttiness

Rating: MA


Harry closed the door, but didn’t actually leave.  It wasn’t like he wanted to watch the two boys play with his slut, but he didn’t exactly trust them with her alone either.  So he made his way into a corner silently and sat down.  He pulled out a textbook to study while he listened for any sign that he was needed.

“What do you want to do with her first?”  Blaise asked as he licked his lips.  He rubbed his hands together then looked up at the other boy.

“It is so hard to decide really.”  Draco said as he started to unbutton his own shirt.  “I have a lot of stress that hasn’t had any outlet in a while.”  he said as he looked down at the girl.  “I’m the one that got us here, I say I get her first.”  he said firmly before he looked up at his friend.

Ginny opened her eyes and nervously looked between the two boys.  “I… I could take you both… at once?”  She offered before she sucked on her middle finger.  “I’ve been practicing my fellatio, maybe one of you would like to see how I am doing?”  She asked and her eyes settled on Blaise.

“Who would have thought the Weasel’s baby sister was such a little slut?”  Draco asked his friend with a chuckle.

“I’ve actually had a dream like this, only you weren’t here.”  Blaise responded and both boys laughed.  “Lets see what you can do minx.”  he said as he started to unbutton his slacks.

Draco frowned as the girl moved into all fours and crawled towards Blaise.  Though the frown disappeared the moment he got a nice view up her skirt.  He smiled to himself and undid his own pants before moving onto the bed behind her.

“I think I like her suggestion, both at once.”  Draco said as he ran his hand over her smooth bottom.  “And you notice he said we couldn’t damage her.  He didn’t say anything about not hurting her.”  He added with a smack to her butt to accentuate the point.

Ginny moaned at the slight sting of the spank and looked back at Draco with a blush before she looked up to Blaise.  Her stomach was doing nervous little flips, but she pushed passed it.  She was a Gryffindor and she wouldn’t run from something just because it was a bit scarry.

“Did you like that… what did he call you?”  Blaise asked as his ran his fingers through her hair.  “…oh yes, Fuck Toy.  Did you like that little Fuck Toy?”  He asked with a cruel smile.

“Yes…”  She admitted as a flush came to her and down her neck.

Both boys laughed as they moved themselves into position on either side of her.  Blaise took a handful of her hair and tilted her neck back so he could look down into her eyes.  “Do you want to suck my cock?”  He asked as he licked his own lips.

“Yes”  She said breathlessly as she struggled against his hold on her hair.

Draco smirked and shook his head as he watched Blaise play with her.  His hand slipped down between her legs so he could feel how ready she was for him.  When he found her sopping wet he chuckled again which made Blaise look up at him.

“She is practically in heat.”  Draco told his friend and they both smiled down at the girl.  Draco shifted so he could run his hardened member against her wet folds.  “Do you want this too little Fuck Toy?”  he asked teasing her with it.

“Yes”  She moaned and pushed back against him.

“Then you are going to have to beg for it you little slut.  Beg for our Slytherin cocks to fuck you.”  Blaise commanded as he brushed the head of his own shaft against her mouth.

She licked him as he passed, her eyes clouded with pure lust.  “Please fuck me.”  She started as she wiggled her hips back against Draco and struggled against Blaise’s grasp of her hair so she could lick him more.

“Going to have to do better than that.”  Draco said as he smacked her ass a bit harder than he had the last time.

“Please… please fuck me?”  She moaned and jerked as they had their fun.  “Please use me, all I want is to feel your cocks.  Fuck me please?”  She begged all the while trying to get at them to take what she was begging for.

“Well since you asked so nicely.”  Blaise mocked before Draco drove himself inside of her from behind.  She let out a loud moan as she was so suddenly filled.  Blaise took that moment to shove himself into her mouth.  “Now lets see how well you have been practicing.”

She moaned around the cock in her mouth and tongue against the underside of his shaft.  Draco started with a slow strokes into her but was quickly building up speed.

“Merlin, she’s so tight.  You feel so good around my cock.”  Draco groaned as he took a hold of her hips to control his movements more.

Blaise loosened his grip on her hair so she could have more control over how she pleasured his cock.  She pulled back and lapped her tongue over his head before taking him in again.  She started to bob her head onto his shaft.  Each time she pulled back enough so just his head was in her mouth, her tongue licked around it.  With each bob she took him a little deeper until his cock hit the back of her throat and she gagged a bit around him.

The dark Slytherin groaned at the attention she was giving his manhood, when she gagged and chuckled.  “Seems like our slut needs a bit more practice.”  He told his friend.

“I guess we’ll just have to take turns letting her practicing on us until she can do it right.”  Draco said as he gave her a particularly hard thrust.

Ginny moaned around Blaise which made him grin.  “It is the least we could do to help out a fellow student.”  He said as he grip of her hair tightened again.  “Just relax your throat…”

Blaise moaned as he pushed himself deeper into her mouth.  When she gagged again he enjoyed the feeling for a moment before pulling her head back a bit so she could breath.

Ginny gripped the bed tightly and closed her eyes as she tried to do what Blaise wanted.  It was hard to focus on one of them when the other was doing such wonderful things as well.  Each new cock she tried seemed to be enjoyable in its own way.  Soon, as much as they tried not to really hurt her she was being pushed back and forth as each impaled her on the other’s member.  She was slowly getting used to the feel of Blaise in her throat.  She could only relax for so long before she started to gag again, but fortunately the boy didn’t seem to mind in the least.

They took her that way until first Draco and then Blaise found release.  She swallowed Blaise’s seed the way Daphne had taught her, and even licked the mess off his shaft before the boy stepped back.

Draco laid back on the bed to catch his breath.  “So what do you think Blaise, is this little tart worth siding with Potter?”  he asked his friend.

“Her alone?  Not even close.”  Blaise smirked as he pet the side of Ginny’s face.  “But we both know following the Dark Lord isn’t really a safe position for you and your family to be in.  If Potter can actually take the madman down… I would like to be standing on the winning side.”

“It may be worth a try…”  Draco said and pulled Ginny down on the bed next to him.  “What should we do to you next?”  he asked as he ran his hand down her sweat covered form.

“Plus, the perks of Potter’s side seem much more fun.”  Blaise added as he moved onto the bed after Ginny.

Chapter 12: Allies


Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Warning: The following chapters contain graphic sexual content and general smuttiness

Rating: MA

Chapter 12: Allies

It was Wednesday night and Harry was standing outside of the Room of Requirement.  He had already set Ginny up inside and now he only had to wait to see if Draco would show.  Just in case the blond decided it would be better to betray him Harry decided to wear his cloak just in case a teacher or Filch showed up instead of the Slytherin.

At exactly eleven o’clock Draco entered the hallway, but he was not alone.  Next to him stood a dark skinned boy that Harry had seen before, but didn’t know the name of.  The two of them walked down the hall talking softly, unaware that anyone was around.

“He seems to be late, you sure this isn’t some kind of trap?”  the darker boy asked in a silky tone.

“It might be, but that is why I brought you.”  Draco replied as they moved towards the spot in front of where the door would appear.

“I still don’t know why you are trusting him at all.  He seems to be nothing but a pig headed lion to me.”  The dark boy said as he leaned against the wall.

“You should have heard the things he was saying to Granger, Blaise.  Something is different about him and I want to know what.”  Draco said and looked up and down the hall.

“I came to a realization over the summer.”  Harry said as he pulled the cloak off and shoved it into his bag.

Both boys jumped and drew their wands as Harry seemed to appear out of no where.  Harry put his hands up so they could see his wand was still away and he meant no harm.  When they slowed their wands slowly Harry continued.

“As I was saying, I had a realization over the summer.  If I am going to survive, I need to take my life into my own hands.  I need control.”  Harry said then smiled and looked to Blaise.  “That being said, I don’t know you.”

“This is Blaise Zabini.”  Draco introduced him.  “You told me you wanted allies, Blaise can be almost as useful as myself if you can keep him happy.”  He added smugly.

“You want to be my ally?”  Harry asked the darker boy.

“That depends on two things really.”  The boy replied smoothly.  “What are your goals, and what is in it for me?”  He asked then leaned back against the wall to wait for his answer.

“At the moment I am taking down Voldemort.”  Harry said simply and smirked as both boys flinched at the name.  “After that I am still formulating my plan.”  he added more to himself.  “As for what is in it for you?  I plan to be very good to my knights, at the moment that means pleasure, in the future it will mean power and wealth.”

“Pleasure?”  Blaise asked and eyed Harry for a moment.  “I don’t play for that team.”  He said stiffly like it was a mistake many people had made before.

Harry laughed and shook his head.  “No, that is not what I am offering.  The pleasure is in that room.”  he said and motioned with his head to the empty wall.  “Though I only brought one tonight, you’ll have to share if you both want a go.”  He added and looked between the boys.

The other boys looked at each other and then back to Harry.  “Lets see what you got.”  Draco said and moved out of the way so Harry could open the door for them all.

Once the way was open Harry turned to the two Slytherins.  “Stay out here for a moment, I don’t want to scare her.”  he explained before entering the room.

The room he had left Ginny in was just a big empty space with a large beg in the center of it.  Candles covered the walls to give off an flickering light.  Ginny herself was laying at the end of the bed with her eyes closed, she must have fallen asleep while they were waiting.

She had worn her school uniform without the robe.  It looked like she had tried to look as innocent as possible, in her mary jane shoes and white knee highs.  She even tied her hair up into pigtails.

Gently Harry nudged her awake and she smiled up at him as she opened her eyes.  “You fell asleep my little Fuck Toy.”  he told her in a sweet tone.

“I’m sorry Master.”  She said and blushed as she moved to sit up.

“Do not worry, you will need your energy.”  he told her and pet the side of her face.  “Draco has brought a friend who wishes to play was well.”  He told her as he looked into her eyes.

She swallowed hard and bit her lower lip, he could tell she wanted to ask who, but she was holding back.  Harry played with the idea of telling her, but decided it would be more fun to make her wait.

“Are you ready my pretty whore?”  he asked and leaned down to kiss her lips sweetly.

“Yes Master.”  She said after his lips pulled away.  She positioned herself on the bed so she was laying on her stomach with her back to the door, then pulled a text book she had brought with her to her front so it would seem like she was studying.

Harry laughed and gave her ass one good swat before he headed to go get the two Slytherins.  He opened the door and smiled at them both.  “Now this is just a taste of what I am offering.  You will have to swear loyalty to me to get any more than this.”  he said and moved out of the way so the two boys could enter the room.  Harry closed the door as he let the Slytherins take in what he was offering.

Draco looked over the young girl on the bed and licked his lips.  His eyes moved from milky white thighs to a curved ass.  As his eyes made it to the red hair he realized he knew that particular shade.  “Weaseltte?”  he asked and looked between Harry and the girl.  Was Harry Fucking Potter really offering HIM the Weasel’s baby sister?

“I like to call her Fuck Toy myself.”  Harry said with a smirk, but stayed where he was by the door.

Ginny closed her book and rolled over so she could face the two new boys looking at her.  Harry noticed the relief in her eyes as she saw Blaise and he wondered who she had thought Draco may have brought.  Both boys were frozen in place like they didn’t know how to react to her so Ginny smiled at them both and bit her lower lip shyly.

“I thought you two were here to play?”  She asked in a meek tone.  When the boys still didn’t move Harry chuckled and shook his head.

“It looks like you may have to play alone my little Fuck Toy.”  he said and grinned.

Ginny blushed as she looked to her Master.  She took in a slow breath and sat up so that she could start unbuttoning her shirt in full view of all those in the room.  Once her shirt was open she laid back down and made a show of running her hand up her thigh to her center.

She moaned and arched her back as her fingers started to play with her body in a way she usually did completely alone.  Harry was glad his slut had understood the order and was complying so easily.

The other two boys seemed to come back to themselves as they watched the girl bring herself pleasure.  Draco cleared his throat and looked back to Harry.  “What can we do to her?”  He asked in a somewhat strained voice.

“Anything that won’t damage her.”  Harry said and looked between the two boys.  “If you two are ready then I will be heading to my dorm, send her back when you’re done?”  He asked casually.

Blaise smirked as he looked between Harry and the girl.  “See you later Potter.”  he said as he moved closer to the bed.

Harry pulled out the cloak and slipped it on without the hood.  “Have fun.”  He said before opening the door and putting the hood up.

“We will.”  Draco said and turned his back to the door before heading to the girl still masterbating on the bed as well.

The next morning Harry was sitting in the Great Hall for breakfast when he noticed Ron kept looking over to the Ravenclaw table.  He smiled as he glanced over in the direction Ron was looking.

“So you are thinking about it now?”  Harry asked as he motioned his head towards Luna.  “You should make a move, I think she may like you.”  He told his friend.

“I don’t know…” Ron said as she sounded unsure.  “She is still really strange.”  He pointed out and looked back to his friend.

“In other words you have no clue how to pick up a girl?”  Harry offered with a smile.

“Hey!  Not like you are much better.”  Ron snapped as he turned a bit red.  “I least I’ve had a real girlfriend.”  Ron pointed out.

“Fair.”  Harry said with a shake of his head.  “Though you have to admit she was a bit…”  Harry glanced over to Lavender then back to Ron.  “Scary.”

“I could always ask her if she likes you?”  Hermione said as she rolled her eyes at the two boys.

Harry raised an eyebrow at her and she blushed and cleared her throat.  “That would be brilliant!” Ron said and smiled widely.  “But don’t do it while I am around, and don’t tell her I wanted to know.”  He added quickly.

Harry smiled broadly and shook his head.  “I think you should go do it now.”

“Are you kidding me, she will know we were talking about her!”  Ron exclaimed.

“That is the point, come on Ron I think she will like it.  I mean you is weird, you have to play into that.  Hermione, go and ask Luna if she likes Ron.”  he said in a commanding tone.

Hermione sighed and got to her feet.  “You owe me for this.”  She said to Ron before she glanced to Harry and walked across the room.

“Hey Harry?”  Ron asked the moment Hermione was out of earshot.

“Yeah?”  Harry turned back to his friend.

“What do you think has been up with Hermione lately?”  Ron asked as he glanced over to their friend.

“What do you mean?”  Harry frowned in what he hoped looked like confusion.

“I don’t know she has just been a bit more…”  he started as he was looking for the right word.  “…less bossy.”  He finally decided on.

“Maybe it is the mysterious boyfriend.”  Harry offered with a shrug.

“Maybe.”  Ron said as he thought for a moment.  “It is just… She acts so much more like a girl now, it is confusing.”  He explained with a frown.

Harry frowned as well.  “She is a friend Ron, and she is a girl, that doesn’t mean she has to be a girlfriend.”  He said as he tried to put that idea out of Ron’s head.

“Yeah, you’re right.”  Ron said with a sigh then looked over to where Luna and Hermione were talking.  “She just looks so soft.”  he added after a moment.

“Hermione or Luna?”  Harry asked as he hoped Ron was talking about the latter.

“Luna.”  Ron answered and looked back at his friend.  “Hermione is all… not soft.”  he said with a frown.  “She is too bossy for me anyway.  I think the guy should be in charge and I don’t see anyone taking charge of Hermione.”

Harry chuckled and shook his head.  “So why did you date Lavender?”  he asked with an amused grin.

“Are you going to keep bringing that up?”  Ron asked with a bit of a pout.  “I know it was a mistake, but I’ve learned from it.  Okay?”

Harry nodded and just smiled at his friend.

Hermione didn’t meet up with them until they were leaving to go to their first class.

“So how did it go?”  Ron asked nervously as they headed out to Herbology.

“She said she had never really thought about it before.”  Hermione started which make Ron’s shoulders slump.  “But after we talked a little she said she would have to kiss you to be sure.”

This made Ron smile and perk up.  “Really?  So… that.. that is a good sign right?  Does she want to meet somewhere… or?  How?”  He stuttered as a million thoughts went through his head.

“She said you would have to kiss her.”  Hermione explained.

“That sounds kind of bossy.”  Ron said as if he had stepped on a landmine.

“Just because a girl knows what she wants doesn’t make her bossy.”  Hermione snapped

When Ron moved on ahead to get away from an obviously annoyed Hermione Harry stepped behind her so he could speak into her ear.  “And just because a girl is bossy doesn’t mean she knows what she wants.”

It was a dull day in Herbology.  They sixth year students spent most of glass helping Professor Sprout gather different plants for the first year class after them.  She said it would help review what they had learned over the years but is was mostly dull mindless work.

With that done it was on to Defence Against the Dark Arts, which for once Harry was looking forward to.  He thought it was about time for another chat with the dark professor, he could tell the man knew things about what both Voldemort and Dumbledore were up to, and Harry was tired of being caught in the middle.

Class went well enough as they started to learn about silent spells.  Harry thought it was a talent that would come in handy in the future so he listened closely as the Professor explained how it was done.

Ron and him were teamed up to practice, but by the end of class the best either could do was whisper their spells.

Once class was over he told Ron and Hermione to go on without him so he could have a private word with the Professor.  When the last student left Snape looked up at Harry still sitting at his desk.

“Do you need something Potter?”  The dower man asked with a raise of his eyebrow.

Harry thought for a moment of how he wanted to play this interaction, he decided mostly honest would be his best bet.  “Professor Snape, I have been thinking a lot since our last talk.”  He said and slipped off his stool so he could approach the other man’s desk.

“Have you?  It seems you have done more of that in the last month than your first five years at this school put together.”  Severus quipped.

“I can see where you would get that impression Sir.”  Harry said, again not rising to the bait.  “But I wanted to tell you Sir, that I…”  he took in a deep breath and frowned as he looked at the other man.  “I forgive you.”

“You what Potter?”  The Professor asked as if searching for the mockery in the boy’s tone.

“For the actions taken by you that caused my parents deaths, I forgive you.”  Harry told her completely seriously.  “But only if you stop looking at me and seeing my father.  I know he wasn’t perfect.  I understand the things he put you through.  I don’t know how much you know about my life outside of these halls…”

“You can stop right there Potter, what exactly is this about, what do you want from me?”  Snape asked, and he looked like he was on the edge of throttling something.

“Mostly?  I want us to be honest with each other Sir.  I am tired of living in the dark and being a pawn in someone elses game, aren’t you?”  Harry asked with a frown.

“I am not a pawn Potter.”  The man said as he shifted to a deadly calm.

“At most you’re a knight.”  Harry countered and crossed his arms over his chest.

The Professor opened his mouth to say something just as the next class started to enter the room.

“Later Potter, we will speak of this… later.”

A Little Update


Okay so I thought I would give everyone a little update on how this blog is coming and how I plan for it to work in the future.  First of all I should let you guys know that pulling everything together is going to take some time.  I have to reformat a lot of my stories so getting older content up is going to be a long running process.

Anything I have written will not be posted in the main feed, for lack of a better word.  Instead you will be able to find older content under Fan Fiction.  I plan, as I did today for Quidditch Lesson, to post any new chapters in the feed, but to also put them in the appropriate page under Fan Fiction.  This way you will be able to read new things off of the feed and still be able to easily find my older stores.

As for Quidditch Lessons itself, I am working on getting the first 55 chapters up, but again… Dude 55 chapters.  Also I plan to combine several chapters into one page.  I think that will make it a bit easier to read, and I won’t have a 1000 pages once all is said and done.

On to what I have gotten done!  All of the published chapters of Smell of Submission are up!  Chapter 12 is about half way done and I think I will be posting it sometime tomorrow.

Finally… On to a nervous announcement.  I have started to write an original story.  Because you know, my muse doesn’t think I am busy enough.  It doesn’t really have a title yet, but I can tell you a little bit about it.  It takes place in a modern fantasy world.  It is a story where the supernatural beings are hidden from human eyes, but they do live very modern lives.  This is an erotica story with heavy BDSM themes, and it is a darker setting.  I am not sure when I will have the first chapter up, I am much more nervous about posting it than I have been about posting my other work.

Chapter 56: Spring Holiday


Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Warning: The following chapters contain graphic sexual content and general smuttiness

Rating: MA

Spring Holiday

A few weeks passed and soon students were getting ready for the spring holiday.  Luna received a letter from her father saying that he wished to spend the break in South America looking for a Boltnose Nesslpot and he wished for Luna to join him during her time off.  Both her boyfriend and her Master agreed that she would have to go, but neither of them were happy about it.

As Ron lead her to a compartment in the train she glanced down the hall to see her Master watching her from afar.  He had agreed to let her ride home with her boyfriend, with a promise that he would punish her for it when they saw each other again.

“I hate the way ferret is always looking at you.”  Ron said as he pulled her down next to him on the seat.

“What?”  Luna frowned, she had no idea Ron was that perceptive.  He had never noticed her watching him, why was he noticing boys watching her.

“Malfoy.  He is always looking at you, ever since we started dating.”  Ron explained with a deep frown.  “Maybe I should go explain to him about not looking at other people’s girls.”  Ron said and got up as Harry and Ginny entered the compartment.

“Who is looking at other people’s girls?’  Harry asked as he sat down by the window on the seat across from them, Ginny sat down next to him.

“I think he is complaining about Malfoy again.”  Ginny said and rolled her eyes.

Luna looks between the three Gryffindors with her own frown.  “This is the first I have heard of Draco looking at me.”  She said innocently then looked to Ginny.  “Has Ron been talking about it a lot?”

“He is just fixated on it right now.”  Ginny said with a shake of her head.  “You’ll get used to it after a while.”

“He is constantly looking at her, and you should have heard the rubbish things he has said to  and about her!”  Ron yells and waves his hands about.

“Ron, Malfoy is just trying to get under your skin.  He is doing it just to provoke you.”  Harry said to try and calm down his friend.

“He probably just heard the horrible things I am sure Adrian is saying about me.”  Luna added and took Ron’s hand.  “Can you just not worry about it?  Is it really doing any harm?”  She asked and kissed his cheek.

“I just don’t like the idea of him even thinking about you that way.” Ron said, but smiled at the kiss.  “Luna you have no idea what goes on in guys minds.  You are much too sweet to be in his.”  He told her and kissed her softly.

Luna blushed and looked to the floor.  She felt strange when Ron said things like this to her, it wasn’t guilt exactly, she couldn’t really place the emotion.

Ron pulled her into his arms and let her rest against his chest.  He seemed to favor this position when they were all just sitting around talking, and Luna couldn’t say she minded in the least.

“You know Luna, I think you are good for my brother.”  Ginny said from across the way.  “You seem to be the only thing that calms him down when he is in one of his moods.” She added with a teasing smile.

Ron huffed and pulled Luna in closer.  “Than I am sorry I will not see you guys until we are coming back to school.”  she said and looked up at Ron’s face.  “Please try and not think about it while I am away?” She asked and moved to kiss him on the lips this time.

Ron sighed and nodded.  “I’ll try, but I am not making any promises.  The only thing that makes me feel better is that you are in my arms and not his.”  He told her before he kissed her again.  Now that statement made her feel guilty.

They rode back in the train talking about nothing of real importance.  They just enjoyed each other’s company while they could.  When they got out onto the platform and saw their parents all heading their way Ron turned Luna to him and looked down into her eyes.

“Going to really miss you.”  he told her with a smile before he leaned down and gave her a passion filled kiss right out in front of everyone.  Luna closed her eyes and let herself sink into the kiss until he slowly pulled away.  “Will you write me?”  he asked with a smile.

“Only as often as you write me.”  Luna said with a knowing smirk.  She gave him one last peck on the lips before she headed off to join her father.

“So are you and the youngest Weasley dating now?”  Her father asked with a curious interest as he looked over to the boy who was just kissing his daughter.

“Yes, I guess we are.”  She said with a shrug.

The two weeks of break were spent camping in a deep jungles of South America, and Luna loved every moment of it.  They didn’t find what they were looking for, but as with all her adventures with her father, that was only really half the point.

She only received one letter from Ron, but she sent him a few in return none the less.  Her Master sent her a letter every other day and their content would make the most jaded person blush.

She was glad to have her own tent because Draco’s letters required privacy to read, for more than one reason.  The day before break ended Luna and her father were settling back into their home when Draco’s letter arrived.

“It is that eagle owl again.”  Her father said as he nodded to the door.  “I assume you will be heading to your room?”  he asked with a smile that made Luna blush.

“Yes, see you for supper?”  She asked as she took the envelope from the owl.

“I invited some of your friends over tonight.”  He informed her for the first time which made Luna stop on the stairs.

“Who?”  She asked feeling sick that he may have invited people that should not see one another.

“The ones staying at the Weasley’s house.  I didn’t think they got along with your other friend.” He said and nodded to the note.  She had forgotten how perceptive her father was as well, which made her blush.

“They don’t, so please don’t mention him?”  She asked her father meekly.  It wasn’t in a Lovegood’s nature to lie, but he would understand keeping the peace.

“Don’t worry, I know how explosive Weasley’s can be.”  her father said, and with one last nod she headed up to her room to read her Master’s letter.

Little Raven,

I do hope you have been enjoying my letters to their fullest.  I have decided since you are back in the country that you would enjoy my company even more.  Tonight I wish to see what your room looks like and thoroughly defile it.  Write back to give me a time I may come over without being caught by your father.

~Master Dragon

The idea of him coming to her room sent a spark of pleasure between her legs.  She was breathing heavy from just the thought of what he could do to her.  She had to take a deep breath to calm down before she went to the door to yell down to her father.

“What time are people coming tonight?”  She called so she would be able to give her Master better details.

“I told them seven to nine.”  Her father called back.

She went over to her desk and started to write her response.


My father has invited guests over for supper tonight.  They will be leaving around nine so it would be best if you didn’t come until ten.

~Little Raven

Once that was complete Luna headed down stairs to get her father’s owl so she could send the letter on its way.  When the owl returned he had a new message for her.  She took it from his leg and opened it right away.

Little Raven,

Who are your supper guests?  They are making your punishment worse by making me wait.

~Master Dragon.

Luna wondered why every time he wrote or spoke of punishment it sent a thrill through her instead of dread.  She liked being punished by him and he seemed to enjoy doing the punishing, but she put those thoughts aside while she wrote back.


My father has invited some of my friends over because they did not get to see me over break.  As far as I understand it, Harry, Ginny, and the Bitch will be our guests.  Hermione may also be joining us, but I am unclear about this.

~Little Raven

She finished writing and sent the note off.  This time she expected the own to return with a reply, and even told him to wait for one.

My Little Raven,

There is no way you are going to see him before I get to see you.  I will be over in a few minutes and I will stay in your room until they leave.  You will make sure your father has no problem with this.  Exspect me by floo.

~Your Master

Luna swallowed hard as she read the letter and then looked up to her father.  “Would it be okay if my other friend came to visit as well?”  She asked as she folded Draco’s letter.

“I thought that would cause problems?”  Her father asked with a frown.

“He will just stay out of sight while the others are here.”  Luna told him honestly.  “He is just as excited to see me as they are.”  She said and hoped her father didn’t notice her blush.

“If that is what he prefers.”  Her father said with a smile.  “But if he spends the night it will be on the couch.”  he added a bit more firmly.

“I am sure he will go home, if maybe a bit late.” Luna said then rushed to the bathroom to make sure she looked okay before Draco got there.

By the time she came back out she heard Draco and her father talking in the sitting room.  She paused to see what the two men were saying to one another.

“You know she is dating Ronald now?”  he father asked

“I am aware.”  Draco replied stiffly.

“I am fairly certain she would break up with him if you admitted you were in love with her.”  Her father added calmly.

There was a long pause, and Luna was about to enter the room before Draco answered.  “I can’t deny I do have feelings for you daughter Sir, though I would not be so bold as to call them love.”

“Ah, well then you should tell her once you figure out that is what they are.”  Her father said as if it were a sure thing.  Luna shook her head as she knew how off her father really was on this one.  The feelings they shared were not love, but very much its sinful sister lust.

“What have you two been talking about?”  She asked as she walked into the room.  Draco looked relieved to see her, her father was obviously making him uncomfortable.

“Nothing important.  We have an hour until your other friends show up, so show me your room.”  Draco commanded in his most polite tone.

She smiled and took his hand before waving to her father.  They soon found themselves in Luna’s bedroom.  Draco spent some time looking around. He picked up a few objects and took in her natural environment for the first time since they started their relationship.  It was a clean space, but far from organized.  The ceiling looked as if it had recently been painted white, thought the rest of the room was a pale blue color.

“Do you actually sleep in that tiny bed?”  Draco asked as he walked over to the twin sized canopy bed.

“It is the same size we have at school.”  Luna pointed out with a smile.

“Well that is at school, you expect to be uncomfortable there.”  he said with his own smile.  “Now, I do think it is time to start defiling this room.”  he said as he approached her like a predator after his prey.

“What did you have in mind Master?”  She asked before she locked and warded the door.

“I’m traditional, we can start with the bed and move from there.”  He said as he caught her around the waist.

“Will you be punishing me before or after supper Master?”  She asked as he pushed the hair from her neck and started to kiss and bite at the skin.

“Before, after will be a reward if you are a good pet.”  he told her as his hands pulled her shirt up over her head.  Her breath caught in her throat as his hands nearly tore her clothes from her.  When he was done her knickers laid in pieces on the floor.

“Master…”  She gasped as he threw her over his shoulder and carried her over to the bed.  “Little Raven missed you.”  She told him breathlessly.

“I missed my Little Raven.”  he admitted as he dumped her on the bed.  “Do I need to tie you up or are you going to take your punishment like a good girl?”  he asked with an evil smirk.

She licked her lips as she tried to think of the right answer.  “What ever would please you more Master.”  She decided to go with the safe choice.

“I’ll leave you free for now, but if you try and get away from your punishment I will just have to add more.”  He told her as his smirk just widened.

“Yes Master.”  She said and wondered what her punishment was going to be.

“Lay back on the bed and close your eyes.  I want you to keep them closed unless I tell you otherwise, do you understand pet?”  he asked and she quickly got into position.

“Yes Master”  She answered and closed her eyes tightly.

She felt his hands on her knees and he moved her legs so she was completely open to him.  “I can see my little pet is already looking forward to this.”  he told her with a chuckle as he noticed her arousal.

Luna swallowed and blushed as she turned her head away from him.  She heard him chuckle again.  “I’ve decided to decorate your front today, but I want you to count each lash.  You will stay focused on each new pain I give you.  Do you understand pet?”  He asked as he ran his hands down her body.

“Yes Master.” She said and licked her lips in anticipation.  She soon felt the sting of his riding crop just under her breast.  “One Master.”  She gasped and her hips rolled.

The second lash landed above her other breast.  The third made her scream by landing directly on her overly excited nipple.  She moaned and screamed as he gave her twenty lashes to her breasts, and by the time he was done they were nothing my bruises and welts.

When he was doen his ran his hands over his work which made her flinch and moan.  “Wearing a bra down is going to be hell.”  he told her with a chuckle before he licked her heated skin.  “But that is a part of your punish.”

She could feel him moving between her eyes.  “Watching you twitch and moan has made your Master hard.”  he told her before he sucked her nipple into his mouth.

She gasped and arched her back, all the while making sure she kept her eyes closed. “But you should know your real punishment is yet to come.”  he told her as he moved up her form.  “Keep your hands above your head.”  he ordered before kneeling and pulling back from her.

“What is my punishment Master?”  She whimpered as she felt he may leave her like this.

The next thing she felt was his hardened cock slipping against her wet folds.  She licked her lips and gasped as her hips tried to move to meet him.  “You will see pet.” he said before leaning back down and licking at her neck as his sunk himself into her slowly.

Taking her like this always felt so right.  He was slow at first as they both got used to the union and just enjoyed themselves, but as the clock neared seven his strokes started to speed up and become more rough.  “Don’t you dare come until I say so.”  he groaned and Luan nodded unable to speak.

She jerked under him as her hands wanted to reach out and take his shoulders.  It was almost painful to keep herself on the edge when all her body wanted to do was fall over it.  When it was only a few minutes before her friends were supposed to arrive Draco found release in his pet.  Luna waited for his command, as her body twitched with need for release.

When he pulled out of her she found that she was crying in frustration.  “Master?”  She whimpered under him.

“That is your punishment.”  he said as he pulled himself completely away from her.  “Cool yourself down and get dressed.  Your friends won’t be much longer.”  he said as he cleaned himself up with a spell.

She was still whimpering on the bed when her father called up to tell her her friends had arrived.

It took her another ten minutes to calm herself and dress to go see her friends.  Draco did not permit her a cleaning spell because he wanted his seed inside of her when she saw Ron.  She made her way down the stairs and tried to walk as naturally as she could.

The moment she stepped into the sitting room Ron picked her up and swung her around happily.  She smiled back at him and kissed him softly on the lips before he put her down.  She heard giggling from behind him and looked around to see Ginny smiling brightly at her.

The supper was an event filled with laughter and smiles.  Luna couldn’t find a comfortable way to sit, but she didn’t let that get in the way of spending time with her friends.

When it was finally time for them to head home Ron pulled her away from the others so they could have a few private moments.  When they were in the hallway he just smiled a goofy smile at her before kissing her softly.

“See you on the train tomorrow?”  he asked and ran his fingers through her hair.

“Yes.”  She told him simply and leaned up to kiss him once again.  “I have missed you Ronald.  I wish you would have written more.”  She teased and smiled as he blushed.

“I meant to, the days just got away from me.”  he told her sheepishly.  “See you tomorrow.”  he said and kissed her one last time before he head out with the other.

Once they were gone and told her father she and Draco would be spending a few hours talking in her room before he headed home as well then went up to see what he had been up to the whole time.

“I brought some food Master.”  She said as she opened the door.

Draco smiled and shook his head.  “I packed food.”  he said as he looked up from her desk. He placed the book he had been reading back in his bag and turned to her.  “How was supper with the Bitch and friends?”  he asked with a grin.

“Fun.”  She told him honestly as she moved to him and knelt at his feet.

“You took your punishment very well.” he complimented her as he ran his fingers through her hair.  “Would you like me to heal them for you?”  he asked with a smile.

“No need Master, they are just a bit bruised.”  She said and smiled back up at him.  “I kind of like it Master.”

He chuckled and shook his head.  “I thought you would.  Now, what would you like as a reward?”  He asked as he played with the ends of her hair.

“I only wish to bring you more pleasure Master.”  She told him simply.

“Oh you will.”  he promised with a smirk.

When You Review


When I woke up this morning I found that I had a few new reviews to my story The Smell of Submission.  Now I don’t know about other fanfic writers, but my muse tends to really live off reviews.  So of course I got on the website and read the reviews without delay!  The content of those reviews led me to start thinking about the process I go through when I read both good and bad reviews.  So I decided to share my thoughts.

When I get a good review my first reaction is a little happy flutter in my stomach that I have pleased my readers.  (Have I mentioned that I am a submissive?) This reaction is usually followed by a urge to write more so I can please my readers more, and in turn get more positive feedback.

When I get a bad review my process is a little longer.  My first reaction is to feel ashamed that I have upset one of my readers.  This is usually followed by the urge to go hide and not write any more.  Over the years of writing I have learned to push past this urge to truly examine the review to see how valid it is.  The first question I ask myself is, does the reviewer have something constructive to say. If the answer is no I have learned to push that review aside and ignore it (mostly).  The second question I ask myself is, if the reviewer has the same goals in the story that I do.  Many times I disregard reviews because the reader is looking for a different story than I am writing and I have learned to recognize those times.  I wish I could please everyone all the time, but the simple fact is, I can’t and I have learned to accept that (mostly).  If the answer to my second question is yes, the reviewer has the same goals in my story that I do, that is when I really look at the review from all sides and consider how I can learn from it.

This is what happened with the two reviews I received this morning.  Both of the reviewers had points and I realized that I was not making some things clear enough in the most recent chapter I had written.  So in response to these reviews I decided to edit the chapter in question to make the story a bit more clear.

If you have already read Chapter 11: Harry’s Girls, You may want to reread it later today once I have edited and updated the content.



Welcome to!  I am Wild Kitsune.  Wild not only means undomesticated, and feral, but also uncontrolled.  Kitsune means fox in Japanese.  It also refers to a Japanese folktale of a fox spirit with multiple tails.  I picked this name because I feel it describes me.  I am a submissive, but I am also feral.  I like to be bound, but I don’t ever wish to be tamed.  I am playful and tricky, and you may wish to watch out because I DO bite.

This blog is a place for me to express my fantasies in several ways.  First I will be posting my fan and other fiction.  I plan to keep posting them on, and as well but this is a place I can bring them all together.  I also plan to write about my thoughts and life events as I explore more of my own submissive and masochistic side.

Welcome again and I hope you enjoy reading!