Thanks to everyone who commented last time!  It is so helpful to hear from you guys and see what is on your mind!  I’m sorry I didn’t post last week, I was at a convention and there was just no good time.  This week I have bad news and good news.  The bad news is that I don’t have a new chapter of anything you’ve read before… and I know I say that I wouldn’t post on any new unfinished story… but well it was either post something new or nothing at all, and I hate leaving you guys with nothing to read!  So if your interested you can check out my new series: Time Twisted Tom.  The good news is that I am about half way done with a new chapter of Shame’s Desire and I hope to have it ready to post next week!  We are so close to the end of that one I think we can get it done over the next few months!

So after last week’s poll I would love to hear from my readers why they enjoy my Sense of Submission series better than some of my other work.  Feedback is really important to me and will help me craft better stories for you all in teh future.  Please leave a comment below or if you don’t want to post publicly you can e-mail me at thesubmissivefox@gmail.com!  With that said I’ve posted chapter 2 to Sound of Submission and I am going to try to work on chapter 3 this week.

So for this week’s post I am delivering the second half of the story I started for Christmas.  The entire story has not seen a beta yet so if anyone want to wait I will make sure to let you know after the amazing Eclectic Pet does her thing!

I think I have finally broken clearly through my writers block so I was just curious.  Would you guys rather see be finish off Shame’s Desire or get some real work on Sound of Submission done first?

Season’s Greetings to all my readers.  So it is my usually posting day and it is also Christmas!  So I thought I would give all of my loyal readers a little present!  I am posting a very short drabble for fun as well as Chapter 1 of Sound of Submission!  I hope you all enjoy but don’t expect follow up too quickly I still want to finish Shame’s Desire before I get too serious about posting other stories.

Anyway to all those who don’t celebrate Christmas, Happy Holidays, and I hope you also enjoy this year’s presents!

SO yeah I forgot to tell you guys last week that I actually posted a chapter of Shame’s Desire.  So if you are still interested we have chapter 22 done and up for your enjoyment!  This week I have posted a short drabble like story that is the first peak at my original world.  I hope you like that too! It is called A Lonely Grave and features some of the secondary characters that I am writing my novel about.  I plan to write more about these characters and others, so please let me know what you think!

As many of you may have noticed I took November off of posting anything new to my little story blog here.  Well I wish I could tell you that was because I’ve been writing a whole lot of new content and that I am swimming in chapters of your favorite stories.  But the truth is I’ve been struggling with writer’s block most of the month.  Today I posted a new and final chapter of His Blood.  And I hope to bring you something new in the Shame’s Desire category next week, but my muse is only now just starting to be on speaking terms with me after this month of struggle.  So please be kind, we don’t want to scare her.

So I know everyone wants to know what happens with a pair of vampires, so here is chapter 10 of His Blood!

I’m sorry guys… I am sitting here with a temperature of 101 and nothing interesting is coming to mind.  I may give you something later this week!

Today we are getting chapter 9 of His Blood, which means we have only two more chapters till the end of the story.  I finally have another chapter of Shame’s Desire in progress and it just needs editing, which means you will get it after His Blood is finished hopefully.

I’m having a hard time writing my blog post this week.  Normal life as always is getting in the way, though this time I think it is myself getting in my own way.  Like many creative types I struggle with issues that seem to have no cause.  My anxiety is my hurtle of the day.

Anxiety for me in a weird topic.  It tends to have little or no cause, and I’m not sure which is worse.  When it has no cause, who I just have this overwhelming since of worry than I can sometimes tell myself there is nothing to worry about, I can talk myself into calming down and just dive into something to distract me.  Other times though it lasts for days like this since of doom hanging over me, waiting for something to go wrong so my brain can say, see I told you it was bad.

When the cause of the anxiety is something silly or small it isn’t much better.  Sometimes I can solve the problem, which makes the worry go away.  But much of the time it is drawn from something I have no control over.  In those times it connects to a since of helplessness that makes me want to just hide and never come out.

Today’s anxiety is both with and without cause.  It is mainly due to a party I am helping my sister with next week.  It seems the more I learn about this party the more I get drown in this overwhelming since of dread.  Instead of looking forward to spending time with friends and family, I am slowly panicking about the huge amount of people who will be there and not being able to retreat for hours and hours and hours.

So this has taken up my whole brain making it hard to think about telling good stories or talking about fun things.  My hope is it will go away soon…

So here comes another chapter of His Blood!  We are on chapter 8 out of 11 so you only have to deal with a few more weeks before you know how it all turns out!  Ive decided I am going to finish out this story before I post anything else.  I hope to have a couple more chapters of Shame’s Desire done before we finish this story so we can go right back into that.

So November is coming once again, and as many of you may already know it is National Write a Novel Month, or NaNoWriMo for short.  I do plan to participate again this year, and I hope to be able to get some of the original ideas I have down on paper.

For me writing original work is a lot more scary than any fan-fiction because this would be 100% me.  I can’t hide behind other people’s characters I have to make my own.  But I need to push myself out of my comfort zone and take on new projects.  I mean there was a time when I refused to post even fan-fiction because it was outside of my comfort zone, and look how far I have come from there?

This year I plan to write Awake: A Sleeping Beauty Story.  It is a concept I have been playing around with for a while and I decided NaNoWriMo is the exact excuse I need to actually work on it.  Because I will be working on original work I hope to have a bit of a stock pile of fan-fiction for you guys to ready while I am working on this.

Just because I am curious, how many of you would be interested in reading more original work by me, or do you feel I should stick to your beloved fan-fiction?

I’m sorry to say I am posting another chapter of His Blood today.  I know it isn’t very popular, but I don’t really have anything else to post right now.  Hopefully my life is going to allow me to start working on Shame’s Desire again soon.

Last week I mentioned that I have a spreadsheet of a lot of different info on each character in the Sense of Submission series.  Stacy Saeman asked if I could share that spreadsheet with my readers.  Unfortunately I can’t share the entire thing, because it would spoil future details, but this is a slice of it, including where character’s fall in my Dom/sub scale.  There are also more characters on the private spreadsheet because there will be more characters coming in in the future and I don’t want to spoil that either.  Hope you enjoy the info!